1 week ago
ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!?
fuck this whole shit. fuck all this personal shit i deleted cause of him. I swear he is someone that would slip this out! If you dare save any shit you saw and cause fucking bullshit drama in my life or anyone else involved, I will fucking kill you. Not literally but i will find some way to hurt you bad. I changed from my past ways but i will bring it all back to fuck you up. This is a threat. I appreciate & treasure our friendship but don’t you dare fucking threaten me and curse me out when you’re the one who bump into my personal shit and read it all. watch it!
fuck i’m hella trippin right now. theres so many things thats his and my secret. no one else can know yet now this third person knows like what the fuck. motherfucker. please please please i beg the fucking heavens to not do this to me… i rather fail finals…
1 week ago
i think
someones really mad at me…
Don’t resent what comes to light.
Bear the pain of failings.
Don’t blame anyone.
Be aware of your past.
As it comes to light don’t force don’t dig it up.
Be aware of your part of the past or present trouble or involvements.
Noting the compulsiveness of your own behavior and attitudes, you might then have some compassion upon those who mistreated you
in the past.
Can’t help yourself, realize that you condemn ourselves »life in the artic
the pool
view from my room
trial 1 with teal
final product (:
loving the teal
just woke up with frizzy hair
Friday was bullshit & yesterday was straight up ridiculous… Anyway headed for pho in the afternoon with Joseph. Love pho on a cold rainy day <3 Drove around and dropped back home by 4.
Left the house again, went to yoghurtland and just chilled then headed to Pedrum’s kickback. Yeah a chillass kickback with like 7 people and so much tequila. I had obviously too much tequila over a short period of time. Started to act fucking stooopid.
Went to pick up Yoko, by that time, i forgot everything… puked outta the car while it was in motion… got dropped off at yoghurtland. Thats when it got all bad. I was breathing so heavy, i couldn’t talk cause if i did i would probably puke, I felt straight up sick! i just kept spitting…hated it. Joseph got off work and he was talking to me. I can’t remember but in the end he had to carry me to the car. Was fed tums… and i felt better. I know i kept talking & singing in the car when noone else did. :D teehee
Went to Jack in the box, puked hella & went home. I left my phone in Jon’s car! ):< i really want my phone right now…
I feel so bad for everyone else i met. Yoko & Joseph *sigh. Sorry i got that fucked up!
2 weeks ago
yeah im nothing more than a line in your book
i’m too good i make him want me so bad
Spent my after school till the time of choir with a high-flying kid. He scared me so much when he was driving, like seriously. Fell asleep in the car then went to Meichao’s. Haven’t spent time with that girly in a long while. It was nice to be able to talk to her and just share stories and what nots but it really got me thinking. I think its just a friends-with-benefits position rather than anything else. Headed for pho with Joseph, Jon & Nicole. Had much fun chatting about everything. Can’t wait for tomorrow! Its a friday, time to get faded (:
ps: i dyed a lil teal. we’ll see how it goes
2 weeks ago
I <3 Chipotle
Coming to school in skinnies, what a sight! If only he wore something else but later he changed into his high-tops CR. pretty (; Din’t do much, followed around a bunch of blazers. Went to euphnet only to have Leanna tag along. I know we were suppose to be chill but for some reason her presence makes me want to disconnect from everyone and thats what i did. Fdisconnect. Grabbed chipotle and I’m home now. Tired but yet i have to study…spotlight day coming up! I need a green shirt.
7458: wait wait. I have no influence in your decision right.
4486: of course you do
2 weeks ago
well it's love, make it hurt
There’s something about today thats so different about you and its good! Did you hit your head though? I’m kind of worried… nothing i can note down that people will understand but i’m afraid that this might all be a dream, i just hope i never wake up then.
Went to get a tux with Joseph after school. I’m kind of bummed out that i’m not going to formal, esp since i bought my dress already and its gorgeous but now money is an issue for me. I’ve been spending way too much. Got myself a cup of long desired hot white chocolate mocha. On such a cold day, it was delicious. Went shopping with Yoko and boy did i shop. Well i spent hella but i honestly din’t get alot. Loving hot topic though (; Got my teal dye. Got Joseph a pair of skinnies too XD Just cause i told him i love guys in skinnies. I had so much fun with Yoko. Shopping, bus rides and just chilling at Yoghurtland. Love her. Headed to BK after that and got dropped off at home. Made Joseph try on those skinnies and oh-my-gosh YUM ;P (sorry but skinnies are my weakness) I had alot of fun today, i did. Excited to see Joseph tmr.
2 weeks ago
Today was PJs day, loved being in comfy PJs minus the fact that today was freezing! Its currently 41 outside and I’m so cold. I’m going to dress comfy and shop tomorrow. I have a whole list of wants now & i might have decided to dye my bottom half teal (; Constant MMS filling up my inbox. Its too cute! This boy, theres something about us now that i can’t quite put my finger on. I’m not about to expect anything though & i shouldn’t. Is this a show or ferreal?
2 weeks ago
you make me feel out of my element
tonight was orgasmic;literally. i can’t say those 3 words now though, you have to earn that back.
